To : You

好久没update我的blog了 :)
今天突然又意思要写就写吧 ;)

今天是morning shift..可以早回而且能够看见同事和朋友们还得要挨到11点
说真的 我心都凉了 xDD
回家的路途中（在Rapid KL)
他们的电视机播了 Because of You by Kelly Clarkson.
说真的
这首歌已经蛮久了的
我也没很明白他的词
只知道chorus很好唱xD

你懂的
在一辆没什么人的巴士里再加上这首歌
真的觉得很享受

一回到家，
就去上网寻找了这首歌
也找了歌词
起初我还很高兴可以练下歌喉的说
可是一play了这首歌的MV和跟着歌词去听时
越来越不对劲
心里很不舒服
才发现原来这不是一般的爱情之歌..
因为没办法copy& paste
所以就照着打吧
是首好歌才那么卖力

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break
the way
you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never
let it get
that far

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from
the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
so I
don't get
hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to
trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of
you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too
long before
you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's
weakness in ur eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my
life
My heart cant possibly break
When it wasn't even
whole to start with

Because of you
I'll never stray too far
from the sidewalk
Because of you
I
learned to ply on the safe side
so I don't get hurt
Because of
you
I find it hard to
trust
not only me, but
everyone around me
Because of
you
I am afraid

I watched u die
I
hear u cry
Every
night in your sleep
I was so young
You should
have known better than to lean on
me
You
never thought of anyone
else
you just
saw ur
pain
And now I cry
in middlle of the night!
For the same damn thingg

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned
to ply on the safe side
So I don't get hurt!
Because of you
I tried mu hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I'm ashamed
of my life because it's empty!
Because
of you
I am
afraid..

Because of you
Because of you...

Please dont try to break my heart anymore
I need ur love
I am already 19 and I feel so empty
I'm force to fake, a smile, a laugh
everyday of my life
Because of you...
because of you ....
I love you always, Dad..

From Your lovely daughter.

Because of you..